in need of grace

i've forgotten what it felt like to have a group of believer friends. not only did they believe in the Lord but they believed in Him so much that they believed in me, as broken as i was at times. i am at that place again. so broken, so yearning for something to fill me up. i need to get back to God.
there're a couple people whose faith i admire so much, jihye, maggie, bobby, dan, etc.. reading/hearing about your spiritual lives, i relate to your struggles and am inspired by your praises.

"Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord's will is. Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit."

Ephesians 5:15-18