tick tock tick tock

i hate feeling pressured by time, being controlled by my agenda. when i divide up the hours in my day and try not to deprive myself of too much sleep, there just isn't enough time. last-minute changes are made and it's always the sleep part that gets compromised. the truth is, there's never enough time. it's not a problem of time management, it's a problem of over-scheduling. no matter how "responsible" i am i still need chill time to just rest my brain and restore my sanity. it's not a waste of time. people are so concerned about wasting time.

i think my new favorite thing is ... not doing anything. i can't wait til i get some chill time again and i can just sleep in on a saturday and not bother setting an alarm.